I’m walking down a blank white hall way
In fact I do it everyday
You avoid eye contact with everyone and anyone you don’t know
And it’s not because you don’t care, but because you’re afraid of what you don’t know
Do you know what’s it’s like to be a “fossil chick” when you don’t drive a brand new car
Or when you are not upper or lower class but in the middle
To be the girl that has to go home to a stressed out mother
And a plastered father
To not look like a Barbie because you can’t afford to have pre mature plastic surgery.
To love others but not have the capabilities to feel it back.
You don’t know because our eyes never meet
You don’t know that every day comes a different struggle with a diagnosis of
Anxiety 101
I’ve always envied the kids that can’t wait for school to end
It’s the life when you have to tell your sister you don’t know if everything will be ok
The life where all you know it to pick up a bottle because that’s how your “role models” do it
Because when it ends the home begins
In this crazy whirlwind of chaos and hatred.
Where is Peter Pan when you need him?
I wouldn’t wish this life on a soul
Because you don’t anymore
It’s where depression is a “phase” because you’re being dramatic
I’m walking down a blank white hall way
In fact I do it everyday
Do you see what you don’t know?
